Unconditional

You must live. And you must live well. For only if you do, then I shall be able to live too.
If the almighty in heaven wants to have equilibrium, and for any given person to live in bliss there must be another heartbroken... then let me be heartbroken, so that you can live in bliss.

Sensitve Guy

When I was young, it was impressed upon me that "男子汉流血不流泪". Thus, for the longest time, except on the rarest of occasions, I have never allowed myself to be seen shedding tears in public.

Recently, I have been watching the korean drama, Chuno. And on one of the episodes, the ultra cool (and manly) lead character cried openly and unashamedly when he discovered that his love whom he yearned so much for so many years, is now married. This very open display of hurt touched another girl (who is secretly in love with the lead) so much that she also cried. She felt so touched because she never thought a man could be so emotional about love that he would cry so openly.

So, are SNAGs (sensitive new age guys) more desirable? Are 'hopeless' romantics extinct?

Duty

Today I am performing my 3rd duty in 10 days! No thanks to the umpteenth time I have forgotten to log in to the duty booking system to book my preferred slot. By the time I logged in, its left with the few lousy slots available. Today, being the eve of the command post exercise, was of course not the desired slot to book! Having done duties since my NS days (14 years ago) I have never gotten used to performing duties. Still hate them to the core. Lack of sleep, loads of responsibilities, away from family...these are the shits that comes with duties.

Hope to have a peaceful one tonight...Please...let there be no crazy people to call in at wee hours again :(